Tarot
Symbols of tarot
Lay out their meaning to be deciphered
Collapsing hopes on paper cards
I denied any meaning
If we want things bad enough they can happen
Or so we are told such pretty lies
Cards i choose spell out comings
My heart already feels
Unwell dreams blossoming into existence
Unwell, or necessary?
In moments of happening
We cannot be sure which form the dreams do take
Ideas have been a comforting thing to cling tight to
Falling in love with ideas
Becoming prisoner to illusions
Without dealing with the confusion
Reality springs forth
Closed eyes
Closed eyes to what was out in the open
Behind these closed doors
Behind these closed hearts,
closed minds
The climax of events
Of events already imagined and feared
The inevitable in paper cards
In flesh and words
If you want something bad enough, your will sees you to obtain
Such pretty lies
My will no match for destiny
Destiny spoken to me in the cards of Tarot
No saints nor sinners
Just simple humans
Giving and taking as much as we know how
Prisoner to our flesh
Chained to the limits it fruitfully does impose
Shackled to dreams Disney fairy tales told
No sinners or saints
Just the lessons learned
And roads to travel
Symbols, Sinners, Saints
To think we could have it all
And nothing between us both
Evolving into memories we shall
Keep as we grow old
In kindness or disdain
On deathbeds to recall
Photographs of kisses, of hands clasped tight
Images of gritted teeth, vengeful plotting in mind
Tender moments in late hours
under crisp stars in shadowed night
of dreams merging
of getting high
Losing and Loving, perhaps,
is to have it all
And so we did
Maybe pretty little lies
are true after all